Monday, January 30, 2023

Who Am I?

Wednesday, January 18, 2023

Dr. Cameron Budenz, Miracle Worker

Pastor Renn Was Moses When She Was Moses

On Friday in two days, Dr. Cameron Budenz of Tarrytown, NY, is going to operate on my right inner ear. The smallest bone in my body is about to be replaced. Bone, replaced, not broken.

About six months ago on July 1, she did the same procedure on my left ear. Before that whenever my five-year-old niece started a conversation with me I would inadvertently say, "Hold on! Hold on! Let me put this thing on!" And I would put on my hearing aid. After the procedure I no longer have to do that. I still use it, because looks like the high pitch end did not all come back. But most of the rest did.

Dr. Cameron Budenz, miracle worker.

There are Hindus who say Jesus was not God because, well, he got killed. God does not get killed. God kills. Lord Rama slayed Ravana. Lord Krishna slayed Kansha, among many others. You will find Hindus who will say, this guy can not be Jesus. If he is, he might have touched his own ear!

Touch and cure was demonstrated to me in 2016. An angel was involved. He was in the form of an obnoxious Hispanic dude. The first time, though, a black lady who swept the floor of the shelter the Holy Father had put me at: corner of 3oth and First. But before that The Devil did the opposite of touch and cure. He touched me and for seveal days I felt this strange sickness. No fever, no cough, nothing, but I was not well. I felt that all over again for a day after I got my fist Covid vaccine years later. She touched me on my shoulder and whatever The Devil had done was gone just like that.

But there is no touch and cure this time. 2,000 years later, you are the touch and cure. Or, rather, operate and cure.

The idea is for me to become relatable. That is what a human incarnation is all about. Otherwise there are all sorts of people who do not doubt Julius Ceasar was a historic person, but they don't feel that same certainty about Jesus. Why? Well, touch and cure. Walking on water. Water into wine. That could not have happened, they say.

Some dude who might have spoken the planets into their place? Completely unrelatable.

And so I was born on earth decades ago. The prophecy was Jesus will come like a thief in the night. I have been here decades and you did not even know.

In the Gospels, Jesus does not address people as "O beautiful creatures of the earth!" But rather as "Brothers and Sisters!" That is quite literally true. Jesus might have been the firstborn, but you all also are children of the same God. Your soul came from the womb of the Holy Father.

There is no touch and cure this time. Instead you have Dr. Cameron Budenz, and the likes of her. We are good.

The mission is about human possibilities.

God going under the knife is God still trying very hard to be relatable. Let's connect, shall we?

After the last surgery I left a thank you note that said, "This was not touch and cure, but it was close!"

Monday, January 16, 2023

Basic Introduction Problems (Podcast 17)

There have been some basic introduction problems. I, the returned Jesus, have been introducing myself to the world for years and Lord Kalki, the Holy Father Lord Vishnu in human incarnation, for months now. And I have been encountering resistance, and I am patient about it. The early people, by definition, will be small in number. And that small number will snowball. The first 10,000 people that will join my organization will be special, but that organization will grow to be larger than the Bharatiya Janata Party of India and the Chinese Communist Party put together. It is a biblical prophecy that I will be widely accepted. There are two billion Christians and a billion Muslims already waiting for me. Lord Kalki's project to reorganize the caste system on the Indian subcontinent will open up the floodgates and the world will see two billion Brahmins.

The major resistance I have been encountering is as follows.

As soon as you mention Jesus, Hindus tune you out. That guy who helplessly dangled from the cross? God is supposed to be powerful. God does not get killed. God kills. They don't wait for you to connect the dots and show them, based on their own scriptures that Jesus was Bramha the creator in human incarnation. As soon as you mention Lord Vishnu, the Christians tune you out. You don't even get to talk about Lord Kalki. Hinduism is a false religion. Vishnu is a false God. They don't wait for you to connect the dots and show them, based on their own scriptures that Lord Vishnu is Lord God the Holy Father. They have been praying now for 2,000 years asking Him to come become king of all earth. Thy Kingdom Come. He is the long-awaited Messiah of the Jews, one king for all earth who will usher in peace and prosperity everywhere.

But if you manage to "hide" Jesus and talk only about Lord Kalki to the Hindus, you still encounter major resistance. The thing that is most often said is that this Kali Yuga, this age of great sin, will go on for another 420,000 years. This is not correct timing. Lord Kalki can not be here right now.

The four yugas, or ages, are cyclical like the four seasons and each lasts a few thousand years. Fall can not be three months, winter three months, Spring three, and then summer goes on for 50 years! Varanasi in India is the oldest continuously inhabited city on earth. Hindu, non-Hindu, and non-religious sources all agree on that number. The disciples of Lord Shiva, the Holy Spirit, started that city during the last Satya Yuga. We have Lord Rama's birth chart today. According to that, He was on earth during the next age, the Treta Yuga, about 7,000 years ago. It is widely accepted Lord Krishna was on earth about 5,000 years ago during the Dwapar Yuga, the age after that. After He left for Vaikuntha Lok, the highest heaven, the Kali Yuga started and has gone on now for more than 5,000 years. In the Vhavishya Purana which is 5,000 years old, Narad Muni asks Mata Laxmi, "How will people on earth know the end of the Kali Yuga is near?" She replies, "Temples will be locked up and there will be long lines of people at liquor stores." Those prophecies got fulfilled during the pandemic. That is how you should know the end of the Kali Yuga is near. 

When you manage to "hide" Lord Kalki and talk only about Jesus, you still face major resistance among Christians. The thing that most often gets said is, you can not be Jesus, we expect Jesus to come down from the clouds. You did not come down from the clouds.

There are less than half a dozen prophecies that are widely circulated as associated with the Second Coming of Jesus. Last time more than 350 prophecies got fulfilled. During the Second Coming, the number is going to be larger. Some prophecies that are in wide circulation today are as follows. One, Jesus will come like a thief in the night. I have been on earth for decades, and you did not even know. Prophecy fulfilled. Two, Jesus will come down from the clouds. It is widely known, during the Second Coming Jesus will be widely accepted. The Pope actively leads only the Catholic Church. The returned Jesus will lead all churches, Orthodox, Catholic, Protestant, Independent, and everything in between. I will also travel the world for work like the Pope does. That is me landing in an airplane in a city, from city to city across the length and breadth of this earth. Me coming down from the clouds is me landing in an airplane. Three, when Jesus arrives it will be unmistakable like a lightning strike is seen from east to west. Imagine how much news coverage I will get. What the Pope gets times 100, maybe? 1,000? Four, all eyes will see him. Only a few weeks ago, half of the world saw Messi. That is a reference to television, the internet, Livestream, to telecommunications. All world will see me at once. I might land in Rio, but I might be on TV in Jakarta when I land in Rio. I might be on TV everywhere. 

The best reference is what happened 2,000 years ago. That more than 350 prophecies got fulfilled only became obvious after Jesus was long gone. And those prophecies got fulfilled at different phases of the life of Jesus. For example, there are birth prophecies. Half a dozen prophecies got fulfilled just on the cross. One prophecy was Jesus will enter Jerusalem on the back of a donkey. Imagine if people had been waiting for the Messiah to enter the world on the back of a donkey. That is the mistake people are making today about Jesus coming down from the clouds. That is not a reference to how I will enter the world. I was born. That is a reference to how I will go to meet my followers from city to city, from country to country. I will land on a plane. There will be massive news coverage. My arrival will be unmistakable. That is what is being said. 

नमशैतान अभियान: Reorganizing The Caste System
God's Direct Rule On Earth
This Is My Political Avatar
The Three Questions Of Verification: Prophecy, Miracle, Mission
"Merely To See Him Is A Hardship For Us" (Jesus Is Back But He Is Hard To Look At)
People Want To See Miracles

Jesus, The Second Coming (Twitter Spaces) (Podcasts)
How I Came To Know I Am Jesus Come Back (Podcast 16)
Hey, Let's Collaborate
13 Reasons The Rapture Is Not The Second Coming As Per Scripture

बिश्व गुरु बनने जा रहा नेपाल (Podcast 13) World Guru Nepal
ग्रेजुएट डिग्री र ईश्वर प्रति को आस्था (Podcast 12)
The Mother Of All Paradigm Shifts

Saturday, January 14, 2023

Jesus, The Second Coming (Twitter Spaces) (Podcasts)

The Three Questions Of Verification: Prophecy, Miracle, Mission
People Want To See Miracles

Tuesday, January 10, 2023

How I Came To Know I Am Jesus Come Back (Podcast 16)

I was born into a landowning Hindu family. My great-grandfather was a rags-to-riches story who had ended up with more land than anyone else in the village in southeast Nepal near Janakpurdham. We always had plenty to eat. But when I left for college in the US in August 1996, my family had never owned either a car or a telephone. My family still does not have a car.

In middle school, I remember leafing through a Bible out of curiosity. I figured out the Ten Commandments are the summary. I read each of them. Worship God. Makes sense. Respect your parents. Makes sense. Do not lie, cheat, steal or kill. Makes sense. No argument there. A South Indian physical education teacher in Kathmandu who still regularly shows up in my Facebook stream first took me to church in Banepa in the Kathmandu Valley. I read through the Gospels on my own many times over the years. In fact, that is the only thing I read in the Bible when I felt like reading the Bible. The story was great, and the lessons were nothing to argue with. Do good, be good. No argument there.

Other than the Psalms and the Genesis story, I mostly stayed away from the Old Testament. The genealogies felt like Latin. Even the New Testament past the Gospels I simply skipped, until 2016, that is, when I read the Bible cover to cover. When God Himself tells you that you are Jesus come back, one thing you are going to do is read the Bible cover to cover. I read every word of the genealogies with rapt interest. When I came over to the Book Of Isaiah, I got elated. The work that I was here to do was described in vivid detail right there. It was as if I was following a script.

Me being born human is a voluntary emptying of powers and knowledge. In 2016 the concept of the Holy Trinity was explained to me by the Holy Father in human form and the Holy Spirit in human form. Early in 2016, I had what Sadhguru might call an enlightenment experience. You see something that is much, much brighter than the sun, but you are not seeing it with your physical eyes. It is not a dream. It is an experience. I still have to read the news. I still read books. But after that experience, I can make sense of every book of scripture. The knowledge was gifted to me. Or what I had voluntarily relinquished, I took some of that back. Back then I thought it had been gifted to me. Then in 2022, the Holy Father in human incarnation hinted I myself was doing it. I took back some of what I had given up voluntarily. Fully human, fully divine.

Early in 2016, I made a trip to heaven. There is similitude as has been said in the Koran. I saw a garden. I heard music that is incomparably better than anything I have heard on earth. I went to smell hell. It is foul. Why would that be? Why did I make those trips? This person that is talking to you has direct knowledge that indeed there is a heaven, there is a hell. Just like I know the news today, I know there is a heaven. It is true.

But then you show up for college in Kentucky, Bible Belt, and there are many instances when you are asked to pick your side. Do you want your soul saved or not? A good friend of mine once just sat me down and said, “Either you are right, or I am right, and I am willing to switch over!” I said, look, I don’t think you are wrong, but I don’t think I am either! There is nothing for you to leave!

To those who tried to point out the miracles in the Bible, I wanted to say, if only you knew all that Hanumanji did!

I stayed a Hindu, but it was always so obvious to me that it is the same God being talked about in the major religions. But to each his or her own while I tried to make sense of the whole tech startup thingamajigger. I visited temples, monasteries, gurudwaras, mosques, and churches indiscriminately. One month a few years before 2016 every meal I had was at a local mosque during Ramadan. Such was my circumstance that it was that or I go hungry. The divine me had created that circumstance that the human me found myself in. I sat down. I ate.

I must have had at least a thousand meals at gurudwaras across the US, from New York to California. They happen to serve the very best food in the country. The basics of community building have been mastered.

Then towards the end of 2015, despite my best efforts, looked like I was hurtling toward not having a place to stay. Then one day, when I had barely the money for it, I went ahead and ordered a pizza. I was renting a small room in Astoria, Queens. I had seen a cartoon in the New Yorker. That showed a wall outside a window. That is all I see outside my window, but at least I live in New York City, the caption said. That was my room at the time. And it really was a small room. There was just enough space for my meager belongings, much of which I had to throw away before I made my move to the shelter. I could only take what I could carry. I left my stuff out on the sidewalk. The landlord threatened arrest if I did not move out by the court-given deadline, a deadline I had volunteered. The living room was so small, the rule was nobody should be using it. It was a shared apartment. There were three others in their own tiny rooms.

“How much time do you need to move out?” the lawyer asked me before the hearing.

“One month,” I had said.

When I said that I thought I might be able to get some money from somewhere and rent a new room. Not to be.

With what I could carry, I walked over to a nearby library. About an hour before closing time, I went online and looked for a “homeless shelter.” The food and lodging were comparable to the best school in Nepal I had attended. But the attitude of the shelter residents could be atrocious. There were people who were in the absolute best position to just pray, but they were not doing it, most of them were not. It was against the shelter rules to organize religious activities. I tried to organize a Bible study group. They said, can’t do that. It is against the shelter rules.

The shelter could have been a monastery with the right attitude.

In fact, one way the Holy Father told me I was me was, he showed up one day, and he gulped down his share of orange juice with great relish. I had been doing that. And I had been doing that so well that other residents who saw it took it to offer their orange juice to me. Do you also want mine? This dude really seems to like that thing, let’s just give it to him. It was quite a show to them. What is there to like? But he seems to like it!

I could barely afford the pizza. Come to think of it, that had been my story for years and years. Often times the only way I could afford something was because my blog had made 20 dollars that month from Google ads. I could barely get by, but I always had just enough. Except now. Now it looked like I might not have a place.

One way to look at that timeline is an example of career failure. Except in hindsight, it is so obvious an omnipotent God was moving with utmost mastery to architect a grand act of forgiveness. In 2016 I forgave America and New York City by voluntarily staying at a homeless shelter for 12 months. By volunteering, you are to know God is One. I tried my best not to end up homeless. But the Holy Father has powers.

In 2008 NYC and the US had me behind bars for six months through a process that was procedurally incorrect every step of the way. In 2016 I forgave. That act of forgiveness is one of the things that establish my identity among those that understand.

I went to a local store, bought the pizza, came back to my room, and ate the pizza. Then I found myself sitting on my tiny bed, resting against the wall, feet on the floor, and I felt this pressure against my two palms. I stayed in place for hours. There was no pain, just pressure, the two palms, and my two feet. After it was over it felt like a reenactment of the crucifixion experience.

After it was over, I found myself asking, so how long was Jesus up on the cross? I decided to go visit a nearby church and get that information. Perhaps I will pick up a Bible and look it up. At this point, I still was not aware of my true identity.

A few days later I went to a nearby church, I had to visit anyways to collect some food from the food pantry. I attended a service. After it was over, I asked if I could get a Bible. The person instead gave me the paper that went with the service before which he asked, “What do you need?”

I took the paper and looked through it. There it was! It was written how many hours Jesus had spent on the cross. That paper had been printed before I asked the question, how long. It was too obvious a higher power foresaw my question and had arranged for me to have the answer. Suddenly it hit me. God was in direct communication with me. But why?

It was an overwhelming experience. As I walked back to my room, I was in this pleasant daze. Really? God has felt the need to communicate with me?

Why pizza? At college in Kentucky, my first summer I was seeing a girl who was Jewish. One evening I was with some Afghan friends and an Albanian at their apartment. I was gearing to leave. The only reason I stayed back was they said they are going to order pizza. And so I stayed. That girl also came over after her work shift was over. There was dinner, but no alcohol. Two of the guys slept in the living room. Two girls and two guys slept on the floor in the furniture-less bedroom.

The following morning we all went our separate ways to work. The girl reached out to me a few hours later. Her roommate had been harassing her. You have been raped! I need to take you to the hospital! She said, can you sit down with my roommate and talk to her? I said okay. The three of us sat down and I explained it to her. I said, look, this meeting is her idea. She is more offended than I am about what you are saying. Stop bothering her like that.

But no, the whole story took a life of its own and stayed in circulation for as long as I was at the college. There is this thing called the political spectrum. The basic facts don’t matter. There were going to be plenty of people who were going to believe the other version of the story. The girl was Jewish. There was pizza involved.

That was the pizza in Astoria I ate two decades later right before I had the symbolic crucifixion experience. A few months later I had a similar symbolic transfiguration experience. Crucifixion I had known, but of course. But I had never even heard of transfiguration before I had the experience. It was not anything anybody else saw. It happened in a crowded, overflowing dorm room in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. I was lying down. It felt like my whole body was electrified, but there was no pain. A few days later the information on the transfiguration was passed on to me. And the way it would happen is, I would be out and about, perhaps browsing online. And the relevant article would show up in the manner of me going about my own thing. And I read about transfiguration.

That lack of knowledge is very much part of my role. I am here to be relatable. The Holy Father in human incarnation in 2022 taught me about Om on the phone. That was His way of saying, I know you know very little about Hinduism. That is very much how it is supposed to be. I am supposed to be relatable to Christians. That is my role. I do situps and pushups more than yoga. I did some yoga in middle school in Kathmandu. I want to go back to doing some more.

Hey, Let's Collaborate

Saturday, January 7, 2023

13 Reasons The Rapture Is Not The Second Coming As Per Scripture

  1. Satan, aka The Devil, or Lucifer, Iblis, challenged God saying, I know you are infinitely smarter and infinitely more powerful than me, but you created my free will too, and if you will not snuff me out, on Judgment Day you will realize there are very few human beings to take with you to heaven. If that happens, and there are very few human beings for God to take to heaven on Judgment Day, then The Devil will have won. But The Devil will not win. So be glad Judgment Day is not today. 
  2. There is talk of a millennial reign by God. Before that starts, The Devil is locked up. And then he is released for a brief period. And there are still people who will fall for The Devil. They will accompany him to hell. 
  3. The Devil is a curious case. He was born with the knowledge of God. Heck, he was in the very presence of God. He just did not like serving what he considered lowly human beings, "stupid people." He was born with the knowledge of heaven and hell, of the sins. He was born with immense power and beauty. So you don't go that route that is why the first four of the Ten Commandments keep coming back to God, again and again. 
  4. Has that locking up of The Devil happened yet? No. Look around. Has the millennial reign happened yet? It has not even started. We are here on earth to start it. Good thing Judgment Day is not now. Good thing the rapture is not now. Too many people would be left behind. 
  5. Good thing it has been written about the Second Coming, the time and the hour no one knows but God the Holy Father. Otherwise, the Hindu priests are busy saying the current age will go on for 432,000 years of which only 5,000 years have passed. But there is documentation on the past three ages. The past three have been a few thousand years each. And if the four ages are cyclical like the four seasons.
  6. The airplane has been described in the Bible thousands of years ago. Using the word airplane would not have made sense. Coming down from the clouds has to be seen in that light. When Jesus comes back and shows up in a city, say Rio De Janeiro, he will, I will show up not as an unknown quantity. Kind of like when the Pope travels. He makes news. People know he is coming. All that times 10, times 100, no offense Pope.
  7. If the most famous Christian ritual is something you stop doing after Jesus comes, ("Do this in my memory until I come again.") then how are you going to stop doing the bread and wine ritual if you have already been raptured away? The idea is that when Jesus comes a second time, you will still be going to church but you will no longer be partaking in the bread and wine ritual no more because Jesus is not only back as promised, he is widely recognized and accepted. Even the Jews accept him. So says the Bible.
  8. Jesus will come like a thief in the night. That is a prophecy about the Second Coming. That is no rapture event. That is saying I have been here decades already and you did not even know. Heck, I myself did not know until 2016. The fullness of my humanity is the whole point. I am supposed to be relatable. There are a ton of people who got to know me personally and will attest to the fullness of my humanity. I am fully human. That is the whole point. 
  9. Coming down from the clouds is the airplane. All eyes will see him at once is the TV, it's the Internet, it is LiveStream, it is all the above. It is not said only those raptured away will see him. It has been written, every eye will see him. That has not happened yet with anyone. Sorry, Messi.
  10. What about that I am here? You do the math. You apply the same yardstick that you have been applying to Jesus and it checks. Ask the three questions of prophecy, miracle, and mission, and it checks. If it computes that I am here, that I am Jesus come back, then am I not the Second Coming?
  11. The Holy Father Himself is here in human incarnation. He is my God and your God. My role is to stand shoulder-to-shoulder with humanity and worship God. I am the priest from everlasting to everlasting (and you get to tithe me).
  12. If the rapture is a Second Coming then it is not even a coming. In that narrative, Jesus never even comes down from the sky. He is seen by no mortal. Not stepping down on earth is not a coming. That is not a promise to do the bread and wine ritual until I come again.
  13. Ask a Hindu. Has this happened before? Has God showed up on earth in a human incarnation and then promised to come back again? And did he come? In what form? Lord Rama promised to come back. Then came back 2,000 years later as Lord Krishna. That was 5,000 years ago. It was another human incarnation. Lord Rama was Lord Krishna was Lord Buddha is now Lord Kalki. That is the Holy Father. You have been praying to Him for 2,000 years now asking for Him to come down and rule on earth. And He is here. And if that is not news to you, what have you been praying for?